I’m listening to Fanny’s music. She is a German pianist in the 1800s. Her composers were so lovely, I wish I could play as well as her. It was a shame that I had everything, but I did not embrace the chance to be good at piano. I think that because I rushed to slam in everything, whereas the talents need time to focus. And such a hurried girl like me it hard to be good at something. It was a shame. Now I look back I feel regret, there are remorses behind me. I should be a bit slowlier, especially when choosing what to study in University, whom should I fall in love with and what should I have studied in New Zealand 4 years ago. So, now Nga, you can live slower, so the rest of your life will not remain hurry with remorse and the end of the road.